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MY WHOLE LIFE CHANGED… True words spoken by Kanye West.

When i first decided to blog a few years back, i said that good or bad, I’d keep you updated on my life. Well, something devestating has happened. My youngest daughter’s mother passed away on 12/9/10 from injuries she sustained due to a car accident she was in. When I spoke of my daughter’s mothers i would always admit that they both make my life easy. I dont have the typical drama that guys have with the mother of their children. I rely/relied heavily on the both of them. To be perfectly honest, I have two of the smartest, funniest and well behaved daughters any father could ask for. This is largely in part to the way their moms raised em. Now for my youngest, I assume all of that responsibility as well as the honor to raise her with the memory of her mom. Thats what scares me. The little things that “most” dads (I know there are a lot of single dads, but single moms far outweighs us) take for granted, I now have to do. Ive never had to register either of my daughters for school, did it for the first time today. May seem simple to you but I walked into the school office with my youngest and my sister and told the school secretary, “I need your help, I dont know what Im doing”. My daughter is/has been on my medical insurance but I still dont know about picking a doctor for her. Luckily, my sister is a huge fan of her kids doctor so it makes my decision alot easier. Its little things like this that Ive havent had to deal with before that I now do and I just don’t want to mess up.

Aside from those “trivial” task, I also have be there emotionally for my daughter as she deals with the loss of her mom and transition to living with me along with the sadness I feel. All are things that we will be dealing with from now on but I have a great support system. Between my family, her family and all of my friends, I’ll be okay.

My daughter and I will miss her and always love her and she will never be forgotten.

In memory of her, “Evisu”

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